I sat on my bed, All confused it sucked melissa asked me how and I didn't know which is the scary part not knowing I mean I could wake up and some vampire could be sucking my blood dry.
I had to find out more, I just can't stay here thinking all morning. I looked out the window to find Blair leaving for work, I ran downstairs and locked the door.I knew to look in the basement and then check the floorboards and the other room i wasn't allowed in. I spent about 2 hours looking for stuff, Well really anything that could help me and finally I found a box that
had necklaces, dairy's and most of all the biggest thickest book that had a symbol on it with a purple patten on the book.
I started to read and found mais about the vampire's then i saw it: Edward and clare first vampiros to be found in the forest, They have a house near-by and is thought to be living there forever. Ok this was getting weird but wait there is mais in other composição literária it said qoute: I Blair have been apart of the tribe since a boy i didn't have much to do and never will my daughter and you will not have anything to do with her.
I ran out and started my car, I couldn't talk to my dad and i couldn't go to this weird tribe thingy so that meant going to the freak show vampires.As i found their house I thought to myself what am I doing here when i heard and thudd and look its Melissa, " OMG hi Belle its so nice to see you and it looks like you know where we live thats awsome" i just stopped the engie and got out "no Melissa thats just weird but this whole thing is weird anyways thats beside the point just take me to Damon now please".
I saw Damon who looked at Melissa which then Melissa turned and run away " look Belle I just.." I cut him short "NO! you listen I have been lied to i need the truth I know you know and i need to know what my dad is hinding from me please Damon you're my only hope" i felt like such an idoit begging. Damon turned his back to me and then looked back at me " Ok but no punching tree's or getting anrgy or punching me cause that would hurt more, You're father stop this when you were born and never was into this stuff so he took you away from the tribe but the tribe leader is 23 and still even though he is young he doesn't approve of dads idea and what I'm saying is you're a shape-shitfer a wolf'.
I felt cheated, lied to and most of all I didn't know what to do. The tears were rolling down my face and Damon hugged me for the first time in My whole life I trusted someone and I wasnt lied to not that I know of and It felt so real, I felt alive.
I had to find out more, I just can't stay here thinking all morning. I looked out the window to find Blair leaving for work, I ran downstairs and locked the door.I knew to look in the basement and then check the floorboards and the other room i wasn't allowed in. I spent about 2 hours looking for stuff, Well really anything that could help me and finally I found a box that
had necklaces, dairy's and most of all the biggest thickest book that had a symbol on it with a purple patten on the book.
I started to read and found mais about the vampire's then i saw it: Edward and clare first vampiros to be found in the forest, They have a house near-by and is thought to be living there forever. Ok this was getting weird but wait there is mais in other composição literária it said qoute: I Blair have been apart of the tribe since a boy i didn't have much to do and never will my daughter and you will not have anything to do with her.
I ran out and started my car, I couldn't talk to my dad and i couldn't go to this weird tribe thingy so that meant going to the freak show vampires.As i found their house I thought to myself what am I doing here when i heard and thudd and look its Melissa, " OMG hi Belle its so nice to see you and it looks like you know where we live thats awsome" i just stopped the engie and got out "no Melissa thats just weird but this whole thing is weird anyways thats beside the point just take me to Damon now please".
I saw Damon who looked at Melissa which then Melissa turned and run away " look Belle I just.." I cut him short "NO! you listen I have been lied to i need the truth I know you know and i need to know what my dad is hinding from me please Damon you're my only hope" i felt like such an idoit begging. Damon turned his back to me and then looked back at me " Ok but no punching tree's or getting anrgy or punching me cause that would hurt more, You're father stop this when you were born and never was into this stuff so he took you away from the tribe but the tribe leader is 23 and still even though he is young he doesn't approve of dads idea and what I'm saying is you're a shape-shitfer a wolf'.
I felt cheated, lied to and most of all I didn't know what to do. The tears were rolling down my face and Damon hugged me for the first time in My whole life I trusted someone and I wasnt lied to not that I know of and It felt so real, I felt alive.
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would you do?
Would you cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
Or go into silence until the very end...
Would you amor the ones you hate the most or be the person you hide?
Would you pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would you try and keep the sun from setting as your last dia ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else you say as you close your eyes.
what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?
Step, creak, step, creak! the floor boards speak to me as I slowly tremble on its hard, splintery wood. Each step feels so daring. I feel danger crawling up my dangling spine. Thump, thump, my coração tries to refuse to my wishes of moving forward. Nothing has happened so far.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the assento as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My coração starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing por my house.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the assento as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My coração starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing por my house.