BLOOD LUST
by:BuffyFaithfan1
CHAPTER NINE: TURN AND FACE THE STRANGE...
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There is this lyric from this song por Fall Out Boy. The song is I'VE GOT A DARK ALLEY OUT BACK, AND A GOOD IDEA THAT YOU SHOUOLD SHUT YOUR MOTUH (SUMMER SONG) the lyric is: "joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends" we're the kids who feel like dead ends and I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses I took a shot and didn't even come close at trust and amor and hope and the poets are just kids who didn't make it and never had it at all." And it got me thinking. . . .Why do we do what we do? Like why do we hang out with the cliques that make us popular? Or cool? Or almost cool? Or nerds? Or whatever! I mean, isn't it so. . . .Trivial?
You see whats on TV, or whats happening in books or with you and your friends and you dont THINK or SEE outside that one single world of YOUR intrests and hobbies and you dont take the time to look outside that bubble. Unless you need/want/or have to! And thats the part that makes different people different from each other. I dont know, I guess I'm goning insane!
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I walked across the yard with Renesmee in my arms, and held Alice's hand in mine. I looked at Edward, who was still in the car, he had a sad but happy look on his face that MADE me want to forgive him soooooooo bad! But I couldn't! I looked away, and brought Renesmee into the house, dropping Alice's hand so she could go talk to Edward. I walked to the back room, and I closed the door behind us, and I hugged her tight.
"I missed you!" I said and she held on tight to me.
"I missed you too mom! I was sooo scared!" She confessed, and I smiled.
"I was too!" I admitted, and let her go. "Jacob is in the hospital, but if you want, you can go see him." I said and a knock came to the door. "Come in!" I said and Alice stepped in.
"I'll leave you two...dad...see you..." Renesmee said and closed the door behind her.
"Hey Alice! Whats up?" I said standing up on my feet.
"Nothing much, but Carlisle thinks that Renesmee is best to stay with us in your old room, just until this Ili girl is 'Dead And Gone.'" Alice said and I sat on my bed.
"Do it! And if its okay, I'd like to stay too!" I said and I packed Renesmee and I a bag.
"Edward huh!?" Alice said, not really asking.
"Yeah, dont really want to talk about it!" I said and gave Alice the bags. "Load up the car, I'll leave Edward a note, and then we can leave!" I said and Alice left the room calling after Renesmee. I took a pen and paper, and wrote the following:
"Dear Edward,
Carlisle wants Renesmee to stay there with him and the fam. just until Ili is gone. And I told her to do it! And I think its best that we WAKE UP and see what our lives has become. I'm staying with Renesmee and the others. Just until Ili is gone. Just to clear my head, and you should do the same! I'm sorry Edward. I'll amor you FOREVER AND ALWAYS! I'm sorry! ~Bella"
I would have written 'Bella Cullen' but then it wouldnt be right. I cant stay here until Edward and I are okay. And right now, we aren't. I folded the note in half, and wrote "EDWARD" on one half. Layed it on the bed, and got into Alice's car. She pulled out of the driveway, and was about to drive away. Edward ran after the car and stopped in the yard. He held the note in his hand, had a terrified look on his face, and a forgiving look, but I couldn't. He shook his head in agreement, and waved good bye. If vampiros could cry, Edward, Renesmee, and I would be soaked in tears. I waved once, and then looked at the road ahead of us. I then looked in the mirror, and saw him go back inside our house, with the most sad look on his face I had ever seen! I looked back at the road, and let Edward and our house disappear behind us.
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I got out of the car, and I grabbed my bags. Renesmee got out and did the same. Alice helped Renesmee into my room, and I put my stuff in Alice's. Jasper was staying with Edward till Ili was gone. I then will bunk with Alice. I plopped my stuff onto the bed, unzipped the bag, opened it, and stopped. I pushed the bag aside, and sat on the bed.
"God! I'm so...STUPID!" I said to no one in particular. I then fell onto the bed, and saw something shining from the sun, catching my eye. I looked at it, and saw my Wedding Ring. I smiled, and all the good memories (the wedding and the honey moon and ALL my favorito human life parts-other then the death callings) came rushing back at me REALLY super fast! I took a breather, and slipped the wedding rong off of my finger. I then looked at it glistening in the sun light that escaped the nuvem Fortress, and then I sighed once more. I then closed my eyes, and threw the ring as hard as I could at the wall. I heard a thump in it, and I opened my eyes to see the ring stuck in the wall. I then laughed in pain. I let it stay there, and kicked the bag of clothes off the bed. I then curled up under one of Alice's blankets, and just layed there. Thinking. Thinking of everything from that had happened to me ever since I moved to Forks, all the way to this point. On this bed. In this room. In this house. In this world! And it got me thinking. Did I make the right choice? Or make the wrong one? Was I right to come here to let the fog clear between me and Edward? Or was it a weak choice? I blinked at the wall, and the looked at the window and saw sunset. And I realized that Ili was still alive. And I just lost one person tonight. But I dont know who that person is. Me? Edward? Renesmee? I dont know who...yet!
by:BuffyFaithfan1
CHAPTER NINE: TURN AND FACE THE STRANGE...
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There is this lyric from this song por Fall Out Boy. The song is I'VE GOT A DARK ALLEY OUT BACK, AND A GOOD IDEA THAT YOU SHOUOLD SHUT YOUR MOTUH (SUMMER SONG) the lyric is: "joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends" we're the kids who feel like dead ends and I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses I took a shot and didn't even come close at trust and amor and hope and the poets are just kids who didn't make it and never had it at all." And it got me thinking. . . .Why do we do what we do? Like why do we hang out with the cliques that make us popular? Or cool? Or almost cool? Or nerds? Or whatever! I mean, isn't it so. . . .Trivial?
You see whats on TV, or whats happening in books or with you and your friends and you dont THINK or SEE outside that one single world of YOUR intrests and hobbies and you dont take the time to look outside that bubble. Unless you need/want/or have to! And thats the part that makes different people different from each other. I dont know, I guess I'm goning insane!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I walked across the yard with Renesmee in my arms, and held Alice's hand in mine. I looked at Edward, who was still in the car, he had a sad but happy look on his face that MADE me want to forgive him soooooooo bad! But I couldn't! I looked away, and brought Renesmee into the house, dropping Alice's hand so she could go talk to Edward. I walked to the back room, and I closed the door behind us, and I hugged her tight.
"I missed you!" I said and she held on tight to me.
"I missed you too mom! I was sooo scared!" She confessed, and I smiled.
"I was too!" I admitted, and let her go. "Jacob is in the hospital, but if you want, you can go see him." I said and a knock came to the door. "Come in!" I said and Alice stepped in.
"I'll leave you two...dad...see you..." Renesmee said and closed the door behind her.
"Hey Alice! Whats up?" I said standing up on my feet.
"Nothing much, but Carlisle thinks that Renesmee is best to stay with us in your old room, just until this Ili girl is 'Dead And Gone.'" Alice said and I sat on my bed.
"Do it! And if its okay, I'd like to stay too!" I said and I packed Renesmee and I a bag.
"Edward huh!?" Alice said, not really asking.
"Yeah, dont really want to talk about it!" I said and gave Alice the bags. "Load up the car, I'll leave Edward a note, and then we can leave!" I said and Alice left the room calling after Renesmee. I took a pen and paper, and wrote the following:
"Dear Edward,
Carlisle wants Renesmee to stay there with him and the fam. just until Ili is gone. And I told her to do it! And I think its best that we WAKE UP and see what our lives has become. I'm staying with Renesmee and the others. Just until Ili is gone. Just to clear my head, and you should do the same! I'm sorry Edward. I'll amor you FOREVER AND ALWAYS! I'm sorry! ~Bella"
I would have written 'Bella Cullen' but then it wouldnt be right. I cant stay here until Edward and I are okay. And right now, we aren't. I folded the note in half, and wrote "EDWARD" on one half. Layed it on the bed, and got into Alice's car. She pulled out of the driveway, and was about to drive away. Edward ran after the car and stopped in the yard. He held the note in his hand, had a terrified look on his face, and a forgiving look, but I couldn't. He shook his head in agreement, and waved good bye. If vampiros could cry, Edward, Renesmee, and I would be soaked in tears. I waved once, and then looked at the road ahead of us. I then looked in the mirror, and saw him go back inside our house, with the most sad look on his face I had ever seen! I looked back at the road, and let Edward and our house disappear behind us.
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I got out of the car, and I grabbed my bags. Renesmee got out and did the same. Alice helped Renesmee into my room, and I put my stuff in Alice's. Jasper was staying with Edward till Ili was gone. I then will bunk with Alice. I plopped my stuff onto the bed, unzipped the bag, opened it, and stopped. I pushed the bag aside, and sat on the bed.
"God! I'm so...STUPID!" I said to no one in particular. I then fell onto the bed, and saw something shining from the sun, catching my eye. I looked at it, and saw my Wedding Ring. I smiled, and all the good memories (the wedding and the honey moon and ALL my favorito human life parts-other then the death callings) came rushing back at me REALLY super fast! I took a breather, and slipped the wedding rong off of my finger. I then looked at it glistening in the sun light that escaped the nuvem Fortress, and then I sighed once more. I then closed my eyes, and threw the ring as hard as I could at the wall. I heard a thump in it, and I opened my eyes to see the ring stuck in the wall. I then laughed in pain. I let it stay there, and kicked the bag of clothes off the bed. I then curled up under one of Alice's blankets, and just layed there. Thinking. Thinking of everything from that had happened to me ever since I moved to Forks, all the way to this point. On this bed. In this room. In this house. In this world! And it got me thinking. Did I make the right choice? Or make the wrong one? Was I right to come here to let the fog clear between me and Edward? Or was it a weak choice? I blinked at the wall, and the looked at the window and saw sunset. And I realized that Ili was still alive. And I just lost one person tonight. But I dont know who that person is. Me? Edward? Renesmee? I dont know who...yet!
I have all the Twilight books, but I lost Eclipse and really want to read it. Does anybody know a website you can read the whole book on? I've been dying to read past the first chapter you get from New Moon. It sucks I really want to read it, and I can't do that. Please help me with this. From a fã to a fan. You know how great the book is so help me, a person who wants to read it. Please just find the website and post it to me. Thank you so much! I hope you already know one, or can easily find one. Thank you!!
OK i;m a persom how likes to fiaurer thinks out so i found out that you can hilight the artical you whant (and copy!!!) then go to notes or word thing and paste the artical to notes or word thing then you have the aritcal on notes or word thing then ther you have it( Just a pic.) ok bye
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Do you think britsh people are awesome!
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i hate lima beans ther gross yuck this has nothing to do with the artical just wanna see how agrees with me
bye
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Do you think britsh people are awesome!
all you hove to do is dancce
LA LA LA LA LA clapp your hands togather
i just wrote that to publicar this + i'm random
Listen up all you Twilight fan's .Today is the last dia you can send ur 1-minute video tellin why you should be in the new movie of the twilight saga "New Moon" and you can win a visit to the the set and appear in the filme sooo all you Kristen ,Rob and Taylor fan's submite your video soo you can meet your favorito twilight actor!!And who knows mayby you'll be the seguinte big thing can someone ¡¡¡HOLLYWOOD!! so go to the official Twilight movie website and upload your video and if u have anymore quetiones you can read mais about the rules and conditiones on the main page website as mention before
I found this and thought I'd post it. Please comment.
Summit Entertainment isn't wasting any time in their procurar for a director for New Moon and Eclipse, the much-anticipated follow-ups to their uber-hit vampire flick Twilight. Deadline Hollywood Daily's resident troublemaker Nikki Finke is reporting that they've offered the job to Chris Weitz, director of one of last year's biggest flops, The Golden Compass. Why? Summit reportedly liked the job Weitz did with visual effects on the film, which snagged a 2007 Academy Award for Best Achievement in Visual Effects. New Moon and Eclipse should both demand higher levels of visual effects than the Catherine Hardwicke-directed predecessor, and Weitz's skills will be especially handy should either film's plot be re-written to involve giant polar urso fights.
Summit Entertainment isn't wasting any time in their procurar for a director for New Moon and Eclipse, the much-anticipated follow-ups to their uber-hit vampire flick Twilight. Deadline Hollywood Daily's resident troublemaker Nikki Finke is reporting that they've offered the job to Chris Weitz, director of one of last year's biggest flops, The Golden Compass. Why? Summit reportedly liked the job Weitz did with visual effects on the film, which snagged a 2007 Academy Award for Best Achievement in Visual Effects. New Moon and Eclipse should both demand higher levels of visual effects than the Catherine Hardwicke-directed predecessor, and Weitz's skills will be especially handy should either film's plot be re-written to involve giant polar urso fights.
Calling all jacob fans!
Little question...
In breaking dawn, it is clear that Jacob was only drawn to a part of Bella (the part that is now in Renesmee) rather than Bella her self.
Jacob was always known for being in amor with Bella and hated the fact that he would always be segundos best (the best man, the best friend) seguinte to Edward (*swoons*).
But once Renesmee is separated from Bella during the delivery, Jacob doesnt feel the strong pull that he felt towards Bella, instead he feels it from another direction (down the stairs)
What are your opinions on this part of the book? and what do you think about this twist in the story?
i am curious to hear (read) other peoples views.
Please comment back :)
CherryPop19
Little question...
In breaking dawn, it is clear that Jacob was only drawn to a part of Bella (the part that is now in Renesmee) rather than Bella her self.
Jacob was always known for being in amor with Bella and hated the fact that he would always be segundos best (the best man, the best friend) seguinte to Edward (*swoons*).
But once Renesmee is separated from Bella during the delivery, Jacob doesnt feel the strong pull that he felt towards Bella, instead he feels it from another direction (down the stairs)
What are your opinions on this part of the book? and what do you think about this twist in the story?
i am curious to hear (read) other peoples views.
Please comment back :)
CherryPop19
Bella: How old have you been 17?
Edward: A while.
Bella: How long is a while?
Yesterday when I started re-reading twilight i noticed that Bella asks Edward that questiion when she goes out to jantar with him...
But in the first trailer she says it to him in the woods.
Right now i am worried that the movie isn't going to be as good as the book. If you compare the trailer to the book i bet you will find much mais of messed up scenes.
Please leave me acomment on what you think about this.... because I am kind of pissed that Stephanie would allow the director to change everything...
Well you know maybe im speaking to soon with out seeing the movie....but thats what I think.
Edward: A while.
Bella: How long is a while?
Yesterday when I started re-reading twilight i noticed that Bella asks Edward that questiion when she goes out to jantar with him...
But in the first trailer she says it to him in the woods.
Right now i am worried that the movie isn't going to be as good as the book. If you compare the trailer to the book i bet you will find much mais of messed up scenes.
Please leave me acomment on what you think about this.... because I am kind of pissed that Stephanie would allow the director to change everything...
Well you know maybe im speaking to soon with out seeing the movie....but thats what I think.