(Note: There may be sexual themes in some of my episodes. This ep is going to be one of them. If you do not like that topic then do not read this. Now to the episode)
It was a hot dia in July. People were doing all different things like eating and playing games. What was I doing? I was close to losing my virginity in a pool with about five or six other people in the pool at the same time.
"Come on" he whispered hotly in my ear running his hand down my body.
"I couldn't...Not with so many people here..." I look away
"I thought you liked living life." He says making me look at him.
"Well first off we're in a pool in broad dia light and another th-" My eyes widen as he starts the kiss and then slowly close as he holds my hips deepening it. "Oh Zander" I moan softly as he rubs my hips
"You like that huh?" He asks softly licking my ear.
"mmm mhm" I answer my eyes closed smiling. I look as he tries sliding my bottoms down and pulls them right back up. "No Zander."
"If I took it inside with you could I?" I nodded in responce and both of us got out. Once inside we were both beijar and letting our hands roam
"Y-you have protection right?"
"I'll pull out"
'Those three words changed my life forever. Once finding out I was pregnant Zander left me and I was struggling. I was already behind in school and now with this..I wasn't sure how I was even managing to be able to do the work I was doing now. The good thing is I have Blake. He cares for me and our daughter.' I think resting my head on Blake's shoulder. We are sitting in a waiting room for a sonogram to determine wether she is healthy or not. I tap my foot nervously.
"Madison look at me." Blake says resting two fingers under my chin and making me look at him. "It doesn't matter to me wether she has problems or not I still amor you both the same." I smile teary eyed.
"Oh Blake, thank you. That means the world to me." I smile mais as he nods and pecks my lips.
"Miss Madison the doctor will see you now." The receptionist says in their direction. Blake stands up and offers his hand. "Ready?"
I take his hand "As I'll ever be." I take his hand and walk back into the doctor's office with him.
Sitting, well laying down in my case, back there waiting for our daughter to come up on the screen was nerve wracking. I was dieing to know if she was healthy or not and the suspence was making me teary eyed. The seguinte words I hear made me react strongly.
"S-She may have downs..."
"B-b... No there's no..." I started crying.
"Is there anything we can do? Or is this for certain?" Blake asks looking at the doctor.
"Well its not for certain but its a high possibility for her to get. I am sorry I really am and I wish there was something I could do about it but there isn't." The doctor hands he a box of tissues and I rip three out of the box. "The only thing we can do is wait and see."
"Thank you doctor." Blake says standing up with me trying to calm me down.
"Your welcome. I'll see you back here in a month." A mês came and the chance increased for her to have downs. I couldn't bare to hear it. My baby...my little baby girl...I just couldn't take it.
"She'll be alright." Blake says sitting with me at lunch. We had just gotten done with child development.
"She has downs..."
"They aren't fully s-"
"She has an 85 percent chance!" I yell at him tears of anger staining my face. I am about seven months pregnant por this point.
"It doesn't mean she has a full chance she's a fighter like you, Madison, Blaire is going to be just fine. I promise." He says softly beijar my stomach. "You'll be alright little one. Your gonna be a tough fighter like mommy I can tell." I smiled softly.
"You really think so?"
"I know so." he says smiling. The seguinte few months were tough on both of us what with both me and him having to find a job and find a schedule that worked for both of us. It ended up working out, but it did take awhile. I was 8 1/2 months por this time and one day...
"Ow ow" I say turning to go to the cozinha to give them the order.
"Madison you ok?" my boss asks going to me concerned tone.
"Y-yeah" I say through semi grit teeth walking to the cozinha not knowing this was beginning stage of labor.
"That doesn't look ok." My boyfriend Blake says crossing to me, he works as a cook at the restraunt.
"I am fi-oh ow ow ow!" I start wincing again and gab the counter topo, início tightly. I look as Blake rubs my back
"Come on lets walk"
"It hurts to much to even stand"
"maybe moving will help."
"I doubt it" I say standing up straight wincing, "But I can try."
Walking help? Psh. Blake was totally wrong on that one. We were at a YMCA walking around the track. I had to stop every five minutes. After thatI was laying on the track wincing.
"Madison I hink your in labor." Blake says kneeling beside me holding my hand. "We have to get you to a hospital"
"N-no" I say in denial.
"Yes Madison come on." He says lifting me. I really didn't have a choice now.
por the time I was at the hospital the pain was unbareable...and I was only three centimeters.
"You wanna walk around and get-" the nurse begins
"Oh hell to the no it hurts enough!" I yell.
"Honey easy" Blake says holding my hand.
"It hurts!"
"Want an epodural?"
"What do you think?!" The nurse glares at me and walks out.
"That was a little harsh."
"If you felt the pain I am in you would understand" I say squeezing his hand hard as a contraction hits.
"Ow fuck Madison!" Blake screams.
"Wow sounds like an orgasam." I say jokingly.
"Very funny."
Labor is like this: You are either laying down or in my case about to be this: I was sitting in just a tank topo, início and a bra in a tub in the bathroom. Blake was sitting behind he his hands on my stomach. "your doing great honey." He says into my hair then softly kisses it.
"Hooooh this hurts." I moan. The epodural had wared off a few hours atrás and I did not want it shot into my spine again.
"I know but she'll be here soon." He says going to kiss my hair again.
"Alright miss Madison can you push for me?" I gave a strong push. "Beautiful just like that." The nurse says to me. I push again this time harder. "Beautiful!" The nurse yells again. I scream in agony.
"Come on Madison" Blake says supporting me so I sit semi up my legs spread looks at the nurse.
"Alright she's crowning keep pushing like that and she'll be here." I give a few mais strong pushes and not long after I hear my baby girl's first cry. Quiet at first then soon building up, up until they rested her against my chest.
"Oh baby its ok. Don't cry Blaire don't cry I have you. Me and daddy have you." I say as I berço her and Blake rests his arms and hands ontop of mine holding her as well.
It was a hot dia in July. People were doing all different things like eating and playing games. What was I doing? I was close to losing my virginity in a pool with about five or six other people in the pool at the same time.
"Come on" he whispered hotly in my ear running his hand down my body.
"I couldn't...Not with so many people here..." I look away
"I thought you liked living life." He says making me look at him.
"Well first off we're in a pool in broad dia light and another th-" My eyes widen as he starts the kiss and then slowly close as he holds my hips deepening it. "Oh Zander" I moan softly as he rubs my hips
"You like that huh?" He asks softly licking my ear.
"mmm mhm" I answer my eyes closed smiling. I look as he tries sliding my bottoms down and pulls them right back up. "No Zander."
"If I took it inside with you could I?" I nodded in responce and both of us got out. Once inside we were both beijar and letting our hands roam
"Y-you have protection right?"
"I'll pull out"
'Those three words changed my life forever. Once finding out I was pregnant Zander left me and I was struggling. I was already behind in school and now with this..I wasn't sure how I was even managing to be able to do the work I was doing now. The good thing is I have Blake. He cares for me and our daughter.' I think resting my head on Blake's shoulder. We are sitting in a waiting room for a sonogram to determine wether she is healthy or not. I tap my foot nervously.
"Madison look at me." Blake says resting two fingers under my chin and making me look at him. "It doesn't matter to me wether she has problems or not I still amor you both the same." I smile teary eyed.
"Oh Blake, thank you. That means the world to me." I smile mais as he nods and pecks my lips.
"Miss Madison the doctor will see you now." The receptionist says in their direction. Blake stands up and offers his hand. "Ready?"
I take his hand "As I'll ever be." I take his hand and walk back into the doctor's office with him.
Sitting, well laying down in my case, back there waiting for our daughter to come up on the screen was nerve wracking. I was dieing to know if she was healthy or not and the suspence was making me teary eyed. The seguinte words I hear made me react strongly.
"S-She may have downs..."
"B-b... No there's no..." I started crying.
"Is there anything we can do? Or is this for certain?" Blake asks looking at the doctor.
"Well its not for certain but its a high possibility for her to get. I am sorry I really am and I wish there was something I could do about it but there isn't." The doctor hands he a box of tissues and I rip three out of the box. "The only thing we can do is wait and see."
"Thank you doctor." Blake says standing up with me trying to calm me down.
"Your welcome. I'll see you back here in a month." A mês came and the chance increased for her to have downs. I couldn't bare to hear it. My baby...my little baby girl...I just couldn't take it.
"She'll be alright." Blake says sitting with me at lunch. We had just gotten done with child development.
"She has downs..."
"They aren't fully s-"
"She has an 85 percent chance!" I yell at him tears of anger staining my face. I am about seven months pregnant por this point.
"It doesn't mean she has a full chance she's a fighter like you, Madison, Blaire is going to be just fine. I promise." He says softly beijar my stomach. "You'll be alright little one. Your gonna be a tough fighter like mommy I can tell." I smiled softly.
"You really think so?"
"I know so." he says smiling. The seguinte few months were tough on both of us what with both me and him having to find a job and find a schedule that worked for both of us. It ended up working out, but it did take awhile. I was 8 1/2 months por this time and one day...
"Ow ow" I say turning to go to the cozinha to give them the order.
"Madison you ok?" my boss asks going to me concerned tone.
"Y-yeah" I say through semi grit teeth walking to the cozinha not knowing this was beginning stage of labor.
"That doesn't look ok." My boyfriend Blake says crossing to me, he works as a cook at the restraunt.
"I am fi-oh ow ow ow!" I start wincing again and gab the counter topo, início tightly. I look as Blake rubs my back
"Come on lets walk"
"It hurts to much to even stand"
"maybe moving will help."
"I doubt it" I say standing up straight wincing, "But I can try."
Walking help? Psh. Blake was totally wrong on that one. We were at a YMCA walking around the track. I had to stop every five minutes. After thatI was laying on the track wincing.
"Madison I hink your in labor." Blake says kneeling beside me holding my hand. "We have to get you to a hospital"
"N-no" I say in denial.
"Yes Madison come on." He says lifting me. I really didn't have a choice now.
por the time I was at the hospital the pain was unbareable...and I was only three centimeters.
"You wanna walk around and get-" the nurse begins
"Oh hell to the no it hurts enough!" I yell.
"Honey easy" Blake says holding my hand.
"It hurts!"
"Want an epodural?"
"What do you think?!" The nurse glares at me and walks out.
"That was a little harsh."
"If you felt the pain I am in you would understand" I say squeezing his hand hard as a contraction hits.
"Ow fuck Madison!" Blake screams.
"Wow sounds like an orgasam." I say jokingly.
"Very funny."
Labor is like this: You are either laying down or in my case about to be this: I was sitting in just a tank topo, início and a bra in a tub in the bathroom. Blake was sitting behind he his hands on my stomach. "your doing great honey." He says into my hair then softly kisses it.
"Hooooh this hurts." I moan. The epodural had wared off a few hours atrás and I did not want it shot into my spine again.
"I know but she'll be here soon." He says going to kiss my hair again.
"Alright miss Madison can you push for me?" I gave a strong push. "Beautiful just like that." The nurse says to me. I push again this time harder. "Beautiful!" The nurse yells again. I scream in agony.
"Come on Madison" Blake says supporting me so I sit semi up my legs spread looks at the nurse.
"Alright she's crowning keep pushing like that and she'll be here." I give a few mais strong pushes and not long after I hear my baby girl's first cry. Quiet at first then soon building up, up until they rested her against my chest.
"Oh baby its ok. Don't cry Blaire don't cry I have you. Me and daddy have you." I say as I berço her and Blake rests his arms and hands ontop of mine holding her as well.
