I wrote this one along with All I want for natal is you, so I decided I would post the sadder one too.
I sat in my old room at my house in Linphea. It’s been a while since I’ve been início for Christmas. I was supposed to spend it with my friends on Magix, but I am snowed in all alone because my little sister and parents left yesterday for my grandparent’s house. I guess I should be used to it since this is how I spent it before the Winx because my grandfather hates me since I got accepted into Alfea and Linphea College, but I choose Alfea instead. I was the first member in my family not to go there. I don’t regret it I just wished I had someone to spend this holiday with, because this holiday is about being with the ones you amor not the presents or gifts. I felt a tear roll down the side of my face, but it froze before falling against the wooden floors. I walked down the stairs to make a cup of Hot chocolate to warm me up from the cold atmosphere. While I waited I lit the fogo place, this made me think of Bloom. Another tear came out but this time I heard it hit the floor. I turned on the televisão and it was on the shopping channel, and they were advertising a new cell phone. I instantly thought of Stella and Tecna. i was even sadder than before. I quickly switched the channel but it was a cantar performance, and the backup dancers were amazing in their reindeer and elf costumes. Now I miss all of my friends, and it didn’t help when I looked over to the mistletoe. I wish Helia was here. I wish my friends were here and my family too. I guess I was going to have a blue Christmas. I looked out the window as I told myself to be strong in this winter storm. I heard a knock on the door. I turned quickly and went over to answer it. No one was there when I opened it, but I did open it in time to get hit por a snowball. I step out into the cold snow. The chill goes to my bones with every step I venture further out into the endless white abyss. I was freezing, but the cold was numbing the pain and freezing the burning tears dripping from my eyes. I collapsed onto my knees in the snow. I looked back and all around, I didn’t see my house or anyone. I panicked because I couldn’t mover my legs or anything. I was too cold and upset to move. I called for help but no reply. I thought to myself the first lyrics of Blue natal and felt mais tears roll down my face as I thought of every word I'll have a Blue natal without you. I'll be so blue thinking about you. Decorations of red on a green natal tree. Won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me. I missed my friends so much right now. Why did I have to be here right now, I should have never left the comfort of my house? I was all alone and I would die all alone in this very spot on this very blue natal day. I tried to get up, but I fell down again. I looked down and I was turning blue from stepping out into the negative fifteen degree weather in my red dress and casaco, casaco de lã with black knee high boots. I couldn’t support myself anymore. I finally gave into the cold and let the snow cover my body as the blizzard came. seguinte thing I remember is seeing everyone dressed in black crying on New Year’s Eve. I guess I was dead and when I looked down I was dressed in white with pristine feathery wings, well that answered my question. I heard the song Blue Christmas play in the background. I guess that blue natal dia was the one to blame for my death because maybe if I wasn’t snowed in or left alone I would still be alive and spending the dia with my friends and welcoming the New ano in once the ball dropped with a kiss from my boyfriend. I’ll never get to experience that, but I will always remember the feeling of a Blue Christmas.