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Chapter 1:
December 1
Dear Diary,

I had a feeling that something terrible was going to happen today.
I don’t know why I wrote that. It’s outrageous. I have no reason to be upset, but every reason to be happy, but here I am at 4:30 in the afternoon, scared. But that doesn’t explain why I feel so lost.
I didn’t know how today would play out, because right now everything looks strange to me, as if I don't belong here. But it’s me that's out of place though. And the worst thing is that I feel there's somewhere I do belong, but I just can't find it. I don’t know how coming back would solve...