No use in going back
No use in going foward
No use in doing anything.

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Missing the world as it spins by
Time flying past as if I don't exist
Truths turning to lies
Love disintegrating into a mad mourning
Something believed to be real drawn back and lied down
Funeral bells ring for the deaths of truths
Show me the lies
Show me so I can go back to sleep..
Show me so I can finish this mourning and disappear forever....

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My dearest friend
please

Leave me be
tonight

Where I can
go

Leave this place
forever

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What am I to you?

Am I hurt?
Am I...

It was daylight when you woke up in Your ditch. You looked up at Your sky. That, that made Blue be your color. You had your faca there with you, too. When you stood up, there was goo all over your clothes. Your hands were sticky. You wiped them on Your grass. So now your color was Green. Oh, Lord, why did everything have to keep changing like this? You were already getting nervous again. Your head hurt and it rang when you stood up. Your head was almost empty. It always hurt you when you woke up like this. You crawled up out of Your ditch onto Your gravel road. You began to walk, waiting for...

As if his prayers were answered, Dmitry had yet again awoken from another black out, but this time outside the manor's gates. He glanced up at the large V imprinted on the iron gates. The house beyond it looked pleasant, cheery even. It just represented himself. Without another look back, Dmitry ran off from the place he stood, running away from the monsters, away from what he called home..
    The nearest town welcomed him. It saw him as an usual visitor. He was usually left alone, found in any pub there was. Dmitry was now sitting at the darker end of the bar, drinking...