Don't Read This
(seriously)
If you clicked this, and if you are about to read this, be prepared to listen to a real life situation. I told you not to read this, even the título said so. But go ahead, read it, just don't get too involved.
Bad dia again. Oh boy, it made me smile. :D
Okay, so you all know that I draw, but I don't post much. Why? Well kind of a long story...
Everyday, or most days, I'm caught drawing por my "friends". And every time they see my work they give me a not so warm smile, then lean down and whisper while still staring at my work. "You call that drawing?"
I seriously die inside sometimes.
So yes, even if I have said " You should ignore what people criticize about your work...." I can't even help it myself. As they point out flaws, the feeling towards my "artistic" drawings start to fade in a dull hatred way.
So yes, thanks to me so-called "friends" I'm not liking my art anymore.
I might be overreacting, but this has been going on ever since I picked up a pencil and started to use my imagination.
The only thing they didn't make me feel bad about was my "Winter Grace the Fox."
But that's all pretty much.
And another thing, I might give you all encouraging words about your art or something, but I can't even help myself. I get so emotional when I get called a "horrible" artist, 'cause I always wanted to be born to draw, but the people around me make me throw that dream away.
To make it even worse, I'm thinking of leaving.
Thinking only. I haven't really made up my mind.
If you can help me to actually "like" my art, then I can stay.
I'm thinking of leaving because of what's happening in the real world, I don't think you can help me with that situation. I just need to learn to ignore, but it's hard if you barley get compliments.
So, I'm still thinking about this, I just have to amor my art, but that will only happen if i improve. It's hard for me right now, but I just need a break from posting things on here, even if I look at others work, I start to dislike how I draw.
It's just how I am. So don't blame anyone or yourself.
Only a few people actually know me on here, and I don't post much, so me thinking of leaving won't change this club.
The título "Don't Read This." I did that because I don't want you involved with my real life situations. But if you clicked here, and your leitura this, thanks for listening. -.-
Alright, thank you all for helping me learning a few tips. But I'm not positive about this decision, so don't try to stop me in the comments, yet.
A Sonic fã Characters Member,
Monsterosity101
(seriously)
If you clicked this, and if you are about to read this, be prepared to listen to a real life situation. I told you not to read this, even the título said so. But go ahead, read it, just don't get too involved.
Bad dia again. Oh boy, it made me smile. :D
Okay, so you all know that I draw, but I don't post much. Why? Well kind of a long story...
Everyday, or most days, I'm caught drawing por my "friends". And every time they see my work they give me a not so warm smile, then lean down and whisper while still staring at my work. "You call that drawing?"
I seriously die inside sometimes.
So yes, even if I have said " You should ignore what people criticize about your work...." I can't even help it myself. As they point out flaws, the feeling towards my "artistic" drawings start to fade in a dull hatred way.
So yes, thanks to me so-called "friends" I'm not liking my art anymore.
I might be overreacting, but this has been going on ever since I picked up a pencil and started to use my imagination.
The only thing they didn't make me feel bad about was my "Winter Grace the Fox."
But that's all pretty much.
And another thing, I might give you all encouraging words about your art or something, but I can't even help myself. I get so emotional when I get called a "horrible" artist, 'cause I always wanted to be born to draw, but the people around me make me throw that dream away.
To make it even worse, I'm thinking of leaving.
Thinking only. I haven't really made up my mind.
If you can help me to actually "like" my art, then I can stay.
I'm thinking of leaving because of what's happening in the real world, I don't think you can help me with that situation. I just need to learn to ignore, but it's hard if you barley get compliments.
So, I'm still thinking about this, I just have to amor my art, but that will only happen if i improve. It's hard for me right now, but I just need a break from posting things on here, even if I look at others work, I start to dislike how I draw.
It's just how I am. So don't blame anyone or yourself.
Only a few people actually know me on here, and I don't post much, so me thinking of leaving won't change this club.
The título "Don't Read This." I did that because I don't want you involved with my real life situations. But if you clicked here, and your leitura this, thanks for listening. -.-
Alright, thank you all for helping me learning a few tips. But I'm not positive about this decision, so don't try to stop me in the comments, yet.
A Sonic fã Characters Member,
Monsterosity101
Merlanda...
