Is It a bad thing That i only want to be with my ex who cheated on me twice?

In my opinion it's a terrible mistake if you want some relationship. But if you want some fun, then... (sigh*) go on

It's like you're leitura a book that you already read before and you know the end.... I know it's sad, but there's a lot of grama in the field... don't make a fool of yourself.... fight against yourself, so you won't cry again.

i dont think so. sometimes it is really hard to get comfortable with someone new so you go back to what you know.