can you guess what song this is from? no cheating

"today i walked through the door and fell down on my floor got all of my papers out and read them seems that i've been wanderin 4 a little 2 long yeah the desert can be hot if you waste it took a stab in the dark and missed again i believe the hardest part is not seein what i used to see fifth route to endeavor where it does all it can to whisper in both my ears make believe stories"....."i like to think i'm strong and then i'm proven wrong grab the keys to my car and go to work again yeah i showed up late got screamed in my face turn around i'm punched drunk but i'm laughin'"