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Louis tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear,”I missed you”
You nodded,”I-I missed you too,Lou”
“What’s wrong?” Louis reached out towards you
You no longer felt his touch as soon as you opened your eyes,”Louis?”
Perrie took a assento besides you,engulfing you in her warm arms. She pat your back softly. Harry surprisingly walked in,his eyes full of sorrow. You studied each of their eyes,wanting to hit them for not just telling you right then and there. They made it mais difficult just looking away from you. You shut your eyes again,feeling Louis seguinte to you,holding your hand tightly.
-“I did it for you,babe” Louis whispered
“Did what?” You questioned,wanting to just snog him right then and there
Louis sighed,”I commit suicide. The hate got to me. I don’t want you to be like me. I don’t want you to let the hate get to you. Being with you was amazing. I hope one dia we can meet each other again. I amor you,just know that. Tell the boys to continue singing. To not let my death ‘cause them to break up. Don’t let them. Tell Perrie that her and the girls should keep it up no matter how hurt Zayn is. Tell Harry to not be so depressed about me going away. I know we’re best friends,but I need him to be okay. Please.”
“LOUIS! Why’d you do it?!” You practically screamed,squeezing his hand that seemed transparent
“I did it for the sake of our love” Louis muttered,leaning in towards you-
You opened your eyes,”H-he’s gone,isn’t he?”
Perrie bit her bottom lip,”I’m sorry,baba. He loved you.”
Harry handed you a letter,shutting his eyes and giving you a urso hug. He tried to release you from the hug but you still had him in your arms.
“H-harry..I..I amor you,okay?” You whispered
Harry smiled slightly,trying,”T-thank you”
You opened the letter~
To my beautiful girlfriend<3
I’m guessing you’re wondering where I am. Why I’m not with you in the bed. Why I’m not engulfing you in hugs. You’re wondering why am I so dumb. Well,babe,it was for the best. The hate was getting worse AND worse for me and you. I’m the one that let it get to me. I hope you don’t either. I just want you to know,I amor you mais than I should. Keep living. We’ll meet again someday. Tell Haz,Zayn,Nialler,and Li to continue being a band. Don’t let them break up because of me. I amor you. Don’t go into depression. Just know I miss you and amor you. Tell Perrie to not let Zayn go into depression. Tell Dani the same,but for Liam. I miss you,babe. I’m sorry that I did this. I did it for the sake of us. I couldn’t take people hating on us together. I amor you all. xxx
“No. No,this isn’t the end! THIS ISN’T THE END OF HIM!” You screamed,clutching onto Harry’s shirt.
Harry sighed,”I know that you’re not going to believe this,but it was possibly for the best of him. He had started cutting and taking pills. I knew you didn’t notice. That’s why he always wore longsleeves. “
You groaned,”I could’ve saved him,but no. I was so concieded and all I cared about was ME getting hate from fans. Those fãs are the reason Louis isn’t here. He could’ve came início and I would’ve ran into his arms..and..and” You burst into tears,”I need him.”
Harry and Perrie both stood up from the bed,heading out the door. You could tell they knew you wanted privacy right now. You shut the door,locking it. You knocked on the door to see if anyone was passing by. No one tried opening the door,you ran to the cabinets in the white restroom sink. You grabbed a razor,quietly slamming the cabinet door. You never wanted to go back to the old days,but you were doing it for Louis. You dug the razor into your skin,pressing it deeply. You pulled it away to see your red blood stain the white tiles of the floor. A small smile appeared on your face. You pressed the razor to your skin once again,digging it in your skin. You threw the razor to the ground as mais blood started flowing onto the floor. A pill bottle labelled DO NOT TAKE IF YOU HAVE DEPRESSION were obviously the ones Louis took. They were tightly closed on the sink rim. You snatched them from the sink rim and threw the top,taking most of them into your mouth. Only 5 of them were left. You took 2 mais and felt your eyes getting heavy. You started swaying from left to right,your vision getting blurry. You sat down on the cold hard ground,noticing your blood once again. You smiled up at the ceiling.
“I did it for all of you” You whispered as your death reached you
Your eyes closed,sending you away from this place. You and Louis watched over the boys and the girls in heaven. You were their guardian angels.
“I amor you,Louis”
