The reason for my nightmares is mainly depression plus a past thats bad,but I have what is called voilent nighmares.I sleepwalk,and if i do sometimes I hurt myself in my sleep.I have gone to sleep in my cama and woken up on the sofá woth cuts and stuff on me.Theres no real cure,well none that I know of.
~My Past~
I am only 17 and still suffering in different ways over my past.I am classified as a mother killer on the count my mom died giving birth to me my father and brother hate me becuase of it,they hated me enough to abuse me and leave me with permenet damage phycaily and emotoinly they main thing is they are in jail and i am away from them but im still suffering and the main thing is my nightmares.
I relive my past alot of threw them its like I'll never be free of them.At times when im upset I hear my father telling me to hurt myself its like hes right there urging me to do it and its scarey.
These nightmares are a reflection of my past and everything I am afraid of.I know this and I understand it but that only seems to make it worse on many levels.
~My Depression~
Simple my depression comes form my past.I have chronic depression that over sees me at times I think thats where the voice comes from my inner self talking because of how I feel of myself.
I have tried verous of things:hard work so I'm to tired to dream,telling people of them,staying up until i pass out of lack of sleep,but all of these either didnt work or made it worse.
All of these things come and attacke me and I have these dreams that make me sleepwalk and cut myself or wake up screaming and sweating.
Theres no cure I seem to suffer forever.
~My Past~
I am only 17 and still suffering in different ways over my past.I am classified as a mother killer on the count my mom died giving birth to me my father and brother hate me becuase of it,they hated me enough to abuse me and leave me with permenet damage phycaily and emotoinly they main thing is they are in jail and i am away from them but im still suffering and the main thing is my nightmares.
I relive my past alot of threw them its like I'll never be free of them.At times when im upset I hear my father telling me to hurt myself its like hes right there urging me to do it and its scarey.
These nightmares are a reflection of my past and everything I am afraid of.I know this and I understand it but that only seems to make it worse on many levels.
~My Depression~
Simple my depression comes form my past.I have chronic depression that over sees me at times I think thats where the voice comes from my inner self talking because of how I feel of myself.
I have tried verous of things:hard work so I'm to tired to dream,telling people of them,staying up until i pass out of lack of sleep,but all of these either didnt work or made it worse.
All of these things come and attacke me and I have these dreams that make me sleepwalk and cut myself or wake up screaming and sweating.
Theres no cure I seem to suffer forever.