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I truly believe that each time he said that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd amor me,no matter what I was,but he'd amor me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the dia throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I amor MICHAEL,that...

The boys and Joesph got início and everyone greeted them."You're home! Yayy!!" Randy said hugging them."So... how was Motown?" Katherine asked."It was good" The four boys said."Yeah and Gordy listened to our song and then said it needed baixo to this part and then the song was better!" Michael said."That's wonderful!" Katherine replied."Mom, I got to tell you something" Michael said pulling his mom aside."What is it?" Katherine asked."It's about Mariah!" Michael said."Yeah, what about her?" Katherine asked excited."We're boyfriend and girlfriend and I kissed her and she kissed me back!" Michael...

That night i was up all night crying my eyes out I just couldn't believe this was happening to me i had just lost my best friend what was I going to do
The seguinte morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i said hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats...

As I sat on my cama watching youtube vídeos for the past 7 hours I had no idea what time it was til I herd the door sino ring and I knew exactly who it was so I closed my laptop and ran down stairs trying not to trip in my heels trying to get to the door before anyone else did excpecally my brother.
when I finally made it to the door I took a deep breath before answering the door when I finally opened the door there he stood looking as sexy as ever
"Hello Beautiful." Jackie said in his sweet deep voice
"Hi." I said being my shy self
"ready to go?" he asked
"yep, one sec." I said as I stuck my head...

While Joe and the four boys are finding Michael, Michael went over to the swings in the park. He saw Mariah and Mariah stopped swinging on her balanço and they gazed at each other. Michael walked to the swings and sat down on the balanço seguinte to her."Hi! My name's Michael,what's yours?" Michael said shyly."Hey my name's Mariah!" Mariah said."That's a lovely name for a lovely girl like you" Michael said blushing."Thank you, you're so kind!" Mariah said.They stared at each other for a few minutos before Joe and the four boys found Michael."MICHAEL, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" Joesph asked loudly.Michael...

As a jury hears a civil case brought por Michael Jackson's mother, information about the superstar's role as father to his children is becoming public.


Courtrooms have supplied the epilogue to Michael Jackson's life. They've provided the fórum where his debts have been settled, his final days dissected and his life depicted as a cautionary tale.

In nearly four years of court proceedings, two juries have watched Jackson come to life on video screens. They've watched him spin, dance and then disappear. They've heard his voice, seen his handwriting and viewed fotografias of his lifeless body.

His role...

He Knew.

Years atrás Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.

I can't recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death.

At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, "I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did."

I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.

14 years later I am sitting here...