After a ano and almost five months, it's still a bit on the difficult side to admit to my coração that Michael is no longer here physically. I never had the chance to tell that I honestly loved him when he was here and I completely regret it. I kept my amor for him locked inside my heart, I never let it out. I wish I did, I utterly wish I did. There is so much I wish I had told everyone who walked in my direction, let the words flow. But I was afraid... afraid of what they'd say. I'm not saying this in the way that I was embarrassed to like Michael. I'm saying this in the way that the ones who threw stones (despised Michael)... well I didn't want to get stones thrown at me and watch stones thrown at Michael. I didn't listen to his música as much as I wanted... I was soaked up por what my parents wanted me to listen to - country música (Don't get me wrong, I adore country music!). I also feel I wronged Michael. My insecurity when I was younger overcame me and I wanted to feel better about myself. I said something wrong about Michael a couple of times, "He's scary! I'm going to have a nightmare!" I hate myself for saying this, especially when I never meant it. It's just that I had gotten teased so much when I was younger, about my nose, about hair, and about my stomach. I know this isn't an excuse, but it's true. I insulted myself when I completely figured out what I had said about Michael was disgusting. He was human, his coração bled so easily, he had feelings, and I wasn't mature enough to exactly realize that. But I still loved him, and I do now.
"Michael was doing on an epic scale what all humans must do, keep going through the illusions, mistakes, hurts, conceits, self-hate and masks of human life, sometimes not having any idea if what is important to you actually has any value, or even knowing what is important to you."
This is an excerpt from Mary Gaitskill's wonderful essay (with videos) on Michael. Check it out:
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In particular, speaking about the case in 1993 and charges of sexual assault of then 13 ano old Jordan Chandler, said that the recent suicide of the child's father, Evan Chandler, is sufficient proof that it was all a conspiracy.
The Jermaine believes that the dentist who was found dead in his surgery on November 5, having shot herself in the head, committed suicide por remorse. Speaking at an event the 54chronos said: "We had a lot as a family, the false charges against my brother since 1993 have cost us. The baby's father committed suicide because he could not stand anymore, and the child finally spoke about the matter and admitted the plot, Michael did not ever touched.
what is there to say about Michael Jackson. i think that he was a great person and a great singer. he was the king of pop to everyone in the world. he meant a lot. after his death i went on you tube and i looked that all his songs and interviews and made me cried. i think he really wanted to change the world. he will be missed por his fans,friends,family, and kids. r.i.p Michael Jackson. you meant a lot. i hope that we as fãs to keep up what Michael Jackson wanted us to be.i really think that Michael was a ture hero he touched so much people. And on june 25th 2009 was his last dia to shine.and i just image what michael jackson is doing right now.love you m.j!!!!!
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His música like Love,
Never shall we ever Part,
Forever in my Heart,
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Addictive,
Unforgettable,
Amazing
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His voice so much like a drug,
Something special to love,
Sexy,Smooth and easy to love
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So unique,
If only there where mais like him,
As different as he is,
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How i miss Michael Jackson,
Tears brought to my eyes as he died,
But his legend lives on
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Different,
But unique,
My idol <3
His música like Love,
Never shall we ever Part,
Forever in my Heart,
[ 3 5 3 syllable ]
Addictive,
Unforgettable,
Amazing
[ 7 5 7 syllable ]
His voice so much like a drug,
Something special to love,
Sexy,Smooth and easy to love
[ 3 7 6 syllable ]
So unique,
If only there where mais like him,
As different as he is,
[ 7 8 7 syllable]
How i miss Michael Jackson,
Tears brought to my eyes as he died,
But his legend lives on
[ 2 3 2 ]
Different,
But unique,
My idol <3
I amor Michael almost 2 years. He teaches me a lot of things like what is real life or "if you wanna make the world a better place take a look at yourself and then make the change".
My favourite: album - Dangerous
song - Black Or White
humanitarian song: Earth Song
I'm proud to be in his family. I'm proud to be a Soldier of love.
I just wanna to say: Thank you for everything Michael.
I Iove you❤.
Rest in peace...
My favourite: album - Dangerous
song - Black Or White
humanitarian song: Earth Song
I'm proud to be in his family. I'm proud to be a Soldier of love.
I just wanna to say: Thank you for everything Michael.
I Iove you❤.
Rest in peace...