It's like nobody cares anymore. Do y'all still care? Please say you do?
This is getting scary. All the arguments, all the fighting, all the drama, some of you wanting to leave here, is this the end of fanpop? Don't y'all still care about each other? What about me? I'm very sick right now. And it's life-threatening. I'm sick with DEEP depression. I know to some of you depression isn't so deadly but it is. This violent behavior is msaking this depression grow and I might die from it. I might just go off and randomly kill myself. You don't want me to do that, now do you? When my mother was pregnent with me, I think it ruined my brother's life. When he was in school, he was do down and so sad and so depressed because my mother was sick when she was caring me. I think he was depressed because of me. All because of me. And I think he's holding a grudge that has something to do with me. I always think that I don't deserve to live. If my mother was never pregnent with me in the first place, then my brother would've been alright. And anyway I almost died at birth. Why didn't she just let me die and have some other kid. (sighs) I can tell that this unruly drama is hurting michael's feelings. It's hurting my feelings too. It's bad enough that there are already people suffering everyday but the fighting? Please I don't want to fight. I don't want to die. If this fighting keeps growing and growing, then I'll just give up my life for the people I love. And you guys are those people (and Michael. I can't forget him). Don't worry. My soul will never forget you. I live y'all with all the amor God has given me and I sure hope y'all beleive that. I'm sorry to forsaken y'all. Truly I am. ;'(