cute emo

I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when you where on topo, início of me
It was like you controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let you win

I remember the way you looked at me
when I said NO
It was like you wanted to show you were in control
You pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
you covered my mouth
so I gave up & let you win.

I remember the sounds you made.
It was like you enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
Or say it was my fault
I remember everything you did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess you win.

Sanctuary


Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the amor I was denied

I've tried to find sanctuary in myself

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me

This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?

I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me

Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me