adeel rxxj

he had a secret
i asked him why
he wudnt tell me
i thought he was suppossed to be my lullaby

he said he needed to talk
i told him say it on the phone
he said no way then hung up
and left me crying over the phone

he was sexy, sweet, and oh swo kind
but now i guess
i have to leave him behinde

are we broken up?
i have no clue
he was and is my everything
i dont know what to do

razors ease me pain
blood makes me feel real
i amor the rush of the pain
its like i lost the steering wheel

a slice is not enough
three is alright
maybe drugs will do the trick
no
not tonight

maybe its just a phase
though i was crying all night
jordan...