They laugh and they joke when they push you around,
They think It's funny when you fall to the ground,
They're stupid... And strong,
But they run this prison called school,
The smart and the weak are just put in a box,
Only taken to suffer the mocking and beating of those around you,
To survive you must take it... Let no one see the pain,
This makes nothing better!
To hold your emotions?!
To push them down deep?
This is not a solution!
This is a bomb,
Soon to be set... For when you have nowhere to push something down you burst out in sorrow and let them all out,
You drown those around you,
You show them this pain... But they laugh and they joke and it only gets worse,
And all of these problems... All start in the very... First... Line...
They think It's funny when you fall to the ground,
They're stupid... And strong,
But they run this prison called school,
The smart and the weak are just put in a box,
Only taken to suffer the mocking and beating of those around you,
To survive you must take it... Let no one see the pain,
This makes nothing better!
To hold your emotions?!
To push them down deep?
This is not a solution!
This is a bomb,
Soon to be set... For when you have nowhere to push something down you burst out in sorrow and let them all out,
You drown those around you,
You show them this pain... But they laugh and they joke and it only gets worse,
And all of these problems... All start in the very... First... Line...
When darkness enshrouds and there is nowhere to run... The Devil's laugh taunts me,
As it rings in my ear... It gets louder... Until it sounds like a roar,
I can hear no one speaking... My friends are not there... All I can see are the Demons that have tormented me,
I want to fight back... I want to break free,
But those Demons surround me... They know I am maimed... They know i am wounded... They laugh at my pain... They know that I suffer... That I hurt way down deep,
They think It's amusing,
They think It's a joke,
When they toy with your emotions... They could never know,
How badly it hurts me... How much I have been through,
They just see the outside... They never look in... To see my ambitions... My dreams... <3
As it rings in my ear... It gets louder... Until it sounds like a roar,
I can hear no one speaking... My friends are not there... All I can see are the Demons that have tormented me,
I want to fight back... I want to break free,
But those Demons surround me... They know I am maimed... They know i am wounded... They laugh at my pain... They know that I suffer... That I hurt way down deep,
They think It's amusing,
They think It's a joke,
When they toy with your emotions... They could never know,
How badly it hurts me... How much I have been through,
They just see the outside... They never look in... To see my ambitions... My dreams... <3
Nothing Remains
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, ano after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, ano after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
Adam seen some of his friend fighting.Adam asked them what are you guys fighting about.They all said NOTHING GO AWAY ADAM.Adam said NO I'M TRIED OF YOU GUYS TREATING ME LIKE CRAP.They all said we are going to beat you up.Adam said DON'T YOU GUYS TOUCH ME I WILL KILL YOU.They all rolled there eyes.Adam said I HATE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.They all started kicking and punching Adam.Jim said IF YOU EVER MESS WITH US AGAIN WE WILL KILL YOU.Jack said WE SOULD KILL HIM.Adam said I'M CALLING MY OTHER friends áster and Zane and Axel.Jim said BUT THEY CAN'T BEAT US.Adam said MY OTHER friends ARE HERE.Jim said YEAH BUT THEY ARE NOT STRONGER THEN US.Axel said I'M GOING TO KILL YOU GUYS.Axel and Zane and áster started KICKING AND PUNCHING THEM.They all die and the fight was over.