Its Okay Cos At least I am Not Like You
© Mistakesimake
You’re nothing but a dirty old man
But I knew it was some sort of elaborate plan
Its okay but let me ask did I fulfill your needs
Sure it doesn’t matter that you made me bleed
Did it feel good to use me like I was just a piece of dirt?
Use those lines all you want there’s no need to flirt?
Tell me you amor me while you take it all away
Cos I still wont believe a single word you say
I remember telling you no and go away too
But apparently it wasn’t up to me it was up to you
Tell me I’m a good girl and how good I was
How there is no need to make such a fuss
And though I still cry in my sleep and feel the pain
And I think of killing you when I hear your name
And I never felt so disgusted like I haven’t bathed in years
But I must thank you for making me realize my fears
Before I wasn’t scared and believed I was unbeatable
But thanks to you, you showed me that I’m vulnerable
It’s funny how easily I can be broken like a piece of glass
How slowly in a moment like that time will pass
But I look at you now and you’re nothing but scum
You have no money, no house, no friends, or fun
So even though I’m scarred and the pain will never heal
At least in the torment you live in right now is real
Your thirty years old and you’ve done nothing with your life
No kids, no relatives or even a loving wife
Makes me laugh because I realize how sad it must be
To know the only thing you accomplished in doing is me
I'll live my life to the full and have a smile on my face
I'll wipe you off my mind and leave you alone in this place
I don’t feel sorry for you or how you find it hard to survive
Cos you stopped me from living a normal life
So cry in front of me and beg for mercy
I wont show it to you, someone so unworthy
I'll ignore the pain and the tears you cry
And don’t you dare ask me why
Cos put it simply my darling so you could understand
Go back to memory lane and press rewind
Remember my face, remember the untouched version
But from meeting you my attitude has worsened
I’m no longer the innocent girl you once knew
I’m sorry rapist if you still don’t have a clue
I’m saying you’ll get no mercy from me
Cos where was it when I asked for it
© Mistakesimake
You’re nothing but a dirty old man
But I knew it was some sort of elaborate plan
Its okay but let me ask did I fulfill your needs
Sure it doesn’t matter that you made me bleed
Did it feel good to use me like I was just a piece of dirt?
Use those lines all you want there’s no need to flirt?
Tell me you amor me while you take it all away
Cos I still wont believe a single word you say
I remember telling you no and go away too
But apparently it wasn’t up to me it was up to you
Tell me I’m a good girl and how good I was
How there is no need to make such a fuss
And though I still cry in my sleep and feel the pain
And I think of killing you when I hear your name
And I never felt so disgusted like I haven’t bathed in years
But I must thank you for making me realize my fears
Before I wasn’t scared and believed I was unbeatable
But thanks to you, you showed me that I’m vulnerable
It’s funny how easily I can be broken like a piece of glass
How slowly in a moment like that time will pass
But I look at you now and you’re nothing but scum
You have no money, no house, no friends, or fun
So even though I’m scarred and the pain will never heal
At least in the torment you live in right now is real
Your thirty years old and you’ve done nothing with your life
No kids, no relatives or even a loving wife
Makes me laugh because I realize how sad it must be
To know the only thing you accomplished in doing is me
I'll live my life to the full and have a smile on my face
I'll wipe you off my mind and leave you alone in this place
I don’t feel sorry for you or how you find it hard to survive
Cos you stopped me from living a normal life
So cry in front of me and beg for mercy
I wont show it to you, someone so unworthy
I'll ignore the pain and the tears you cry
And don’t you dare ask me why
Cos put it simply my darling so you could understand
Go back to memory lane and press rewind
Remember my face, remember the untouched version
But from meeting you my attitude has worsened
I’m no longer the innocent girl you once knew
I’m sorry rapist if you still don’t have a clue
I’m saying you’ll get no mercy from me
Cos where was it when I asked for it
mam cries,
dad shouts,
brother moans,
sister hides,
dog barks,
cat meows,
paremedics are coming and they'll always be coming cos i wont stop cutting my wrists.
Doctors patronize,
nurses tut,
people criticize,
kids stare,
police investigate,
teachers nag,
friends worry,
social workers came, they've came to take me away cos I didn't stop cutting my wrists.
I hoped you like this poem even though it doesn't rhyme.
It still needs loving just like you and I.
Sanctuary
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the amor I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the amor I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise or will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
When you can't understand,
why everyone wants to hurt you,
they don't like the fact that you can,
do everything better then they can do.
So you're an emo and you cut your wrists,
that doesn't make you strange,
you get angry and clinch your fists,
when people try to make you change.
You may wonder why,
people want to help,
cos they know that you want to die,
and that soon you'll kill yourself.
I don't care if someone thinks I'm wrong,
when I say that all emos are,
the best damn people in the world,
and the sexiest por far. :) xx
why everyone wants to hurt you,
they don't like the fact that you can,
do everything better then they can do.
So you're an emo and you cut your wrists,
that doesn't make you strange,
you get angry and clinch your fists,
when people try to make you change.
You may wonder why,
people want to help,
cos they know that you want to die,
and that soon you'll kill yourself.
I don't care if someone thinks I'm wrong,
when I say that all emos are,
the best damn people in the world,
and the sexiest por far. :) xx
Jim throw Adam's body to the ground and Adam's blood was everywhere.Addie fell to the ground and started to cry.Jesse was getting sick of Jim all ways telling him what to do so Jesse run over to Jim and kicked and slaped Jim across the face.Then Jim yelled WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU HIT ME AND KICK ME.Jesse yelled BECAUSE IM SO SICK OF ALL WAYS LISTENING TO YOU AND IM QUITING THE FIGHTING CLUB.Jim said WE NEED YOU.Jesse said JIM IM SO SICK OF YOU WHY WOULD I STAY I'VE ALWAYS HATED YOU.Jim yelled IM DONE WITH YOU NOW WE ARE GOING TO FIGHT YOU TO THE DEATH.Jesse SAID FINE AND PULLED OUT HIS KNIFE.jIM SAID Tyranno,zane,Axel,Aster,Atticus surround Jesse.They all said yes AND JIM Surrounded Jesse.Jim hend up jesse and said IF YOU WILL NOT STAY WITH US I WILL KILL YOU.jIM SAID ITS TIME TO KILL JESSE.Jim stabed jesse in the stomach with his knife.Jesse kicked jim in the face.Jim stabed jesse in the leg and arm and jesse died.Jim ran over to kiss Addie and Addie hit him and saID I HATE YOU.