Today is supposted to be about thinking about the good in your life and looking back at the great times not the pain or hurt but some people are treating this dia wrong...
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i just want to get away from food
binge free october was a fail because hi i binged. i do not purge anymore so “cool?” i guess?
i can’t eat comida or else i’ll go ham on it all. only my seguro foods i can eat aka a banana, an apple, spinach, diet coke, tea, coffee, and oatmeal.
no mais wheat bagels
no mais cereal
no mais pizza
no mais nothing.
You know what? I just don’t fucking care anymore. I really don’t. I hate school, I have anxiety, I have trust issues again, I throw all of that into comida so I can eat it all fucking up. No fucking more. I want to be skinny and it’s going to fucking happen. I do not fucking care anymore on how I do it. I really don’t. I’m taking laxatives tonight to debloat myself, and stick to my no binging for the rest of october. i will keep working out with weights to get toned and running everyday. fuck being fat. fuck it fuck it fuck it. my one friend lost 40lbs and she’s perfect. I can do the fucking same.
I don’t have a first aid kit. So if I go too far, thats it.
Probably being kicked out of school. I’m so fucking mad, this is the fourth school in a year. I’m going to cut until I fall asleep or pass out. Fuck my life, its over. Bye.
trying to get new blades our of a razor,
sliced my thumb SO badly.
it won’t stop bleeding.
I’m going to cut. I’m done.
Wish I could find a clean razor right now. I wish so badly that I could just slice my fucking wrists open right now. I’m going insane.
Do you know..
How hard it is to pretend everything’s okay?
How difficult it is to smile?
How I force myself to put down the razor because I can’t let anyone find out?
How everyday I hide my thoughts, my ugly thoughts about death or how much I hate myself?
How everyday I wake up, so disappointed I’m still alive. When all you want to do is die, leave this shitty body and float away where I can’t bother anyone anymore.
Do you?..
Holding my blade….
Staring at my blade….
Why would people do that on a dia like this...
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i just want to get away from food
binge free october was a fail because hi i binged. i do not purge anymore so “cool?” i guess?
i can’t eat comida or else i’ll go ham on it all. only my seguro foods i can eat aka a banana, an apple, spinach, diet coke, tea, coffee, and oatmeal.
no mais wheat bagels
no mais cereal
no mais pizza
no mais nothing.
You know what? I just don’t fucking care anymore. I really don’t. I hate school, I have anxiety, I have trust issues again, I throw all of that into comida so I can eat it all fucking up. No fucking more. I want to be skinny and it’s going to fucking happen. I do not fucking care anymore on how I do it. I really don’t. I’m taking laxatives tonight to debloat myself, and stick to my no binging for the rest of october. i will keep working out with weights to get toned and running everyday. fuck being fat. fuck it fuck it fuck it. my one friend lost 40lbs and she’s perfect. I can do the fucking same.
I don’t have a first aid kit. So if I go too far, thats it.
Probably being kicked out of school. I’m so fucking mad, this is the fourth school in a year. I’m going to cut until I fall asleep or pass out. Fuck my life, its over. Bye.
trying to get new blades our of a razor,
sliced my thumb SO badly.
it won’t stop bleeding.
I’m going to cut. I’m done.
Wish I could find a clean razor right now. I wish so badly that I could just slice my fucking wrists open right now. I’m going insane.
Do you know..
How hard it is to pretend everything’s okay?
How difficult it is to smile?
How I force myself to put down the razor because I can’t let anyone find out?
How everyday I hide my thoughts, my ugly thoughts about death or how much I hate myself?
How everyday I wake up, so disappointed I’m still alive. When all you want to do is die, leave this shitty body and float away where I can’t bother anyone anymore.
Do you?..
Holding my blade….
Staring at my blade….
Why would people do that on a dia like this...
No escape from the sin –wolfcat343
Piercing ice on paws
Scars from claws
Howling with the wind
Battle took its spin
Creatures fighting in the dark
There is no escape from sin
Focusing on your fears
No hiding the tears
Alone in the dark
lobos howling around
Battle taking place
You increase your running pace
Run run run
Oh there is no escaping from your sin
They surround you ready to pounce
Oh there is no escaping from sin
Run run run
After you they chase
The moon grins at you
Their teeth glimmering ready to snap
Oh there is no escaping from your sin
Think back on what you have done
What trouble you have won
Banished a many daughter and son
Run run run
One tears at your skin
Oh oh oh
There is no escape from that sin
Piercing ice on paws
Scars from claws
Howling with the wind
Battle took its spin
Creatures fighting in the dark
There is no escape from sin
Focusing on your fears
No hiding the tears
Alone in the dark
lobos howling around
Battle taking place
You increase your running pace
Run run run
Oh there is no escaping from your sin
They surround you ready to pounce
Oh there is no escaping from sin
Run run run
After you they chase
The moon grins at you
Their teeth glimmering ready to snap
Oh there is no escaping from your sin
Think back on what you have done
What trouble you have won
Banished a many daughter and son
Run run run
One tears at your skin
Oh oh oh
There is no escape from that sin
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