what's been up with me now since i'm mostly off fanpop?
I got a new crush
After three weeks I told him I had a crush on him...
In front of my two best friends who already had known i had a crush on him and yet were still stunned I told him...
It did'nt go how I planned.I was originally going to talk with him alone and tell him, but I was so nervous and I just wanted to get it over with (since my crushes never work out 99% of the time) so i ended up just kind of blurting it out and then leaving...
Then I had to come back cause I realized well... those 2 friends are the only have 2 friends at my school who i see in the morning.
I came back, and it did'nt seem like he'd really had any sort of reaction.(his emotions are very well concealed since he's very monotone and tends not to really show emotion.)
I did'nt know what to think and chris did'nt really say anythng. I think as I was leaving for segundo period he smiled(like i said, it's somtimes hard to tell!)
all through segundo periond(my school splits up periods into 135 period days and 246 period days) I could'nt stop thinking about the mistake I'd made telling him and yet was confused since he pretty much acted normal when I came back.
One of my two friends from in the morning was in my 4th period art class and told me that after the first time I Ieft i had Just about literally, "took my crushes breath away". He was shocked, which was wierd because I almost felt like even during the first time we actually started talking he could tell I was falling for him.
We first talked to eachother at my first anime/manga/comic convention, i'd seen him before coming over to our mesa, tabela and talking to my friends.I thought he was kind of cute. One of my other friends at the convention who was also friends with my crush left me and my kind of cute then soon to be crush waiting at a mangá booth to go get something. my crush started talking to me about all of these hilarious topics. I coud'nt stop laughing! We had tons in common, and we talked together until the end of the convention, just laughing, smiling and talking nonsenically about stuff like" the reason Mickey was gone throughout 75% of KH1 was because he lost his car keys".
At the end of the convention I told my new friend/crush it had been fun talking to him, and por the time I was on the bus back home(we wen't to the convention on a field trip for my schools animê club) I could'nt stop thinking about him! I wanted to tell him right away, but knew I had to at least wait alittle while.
Supposedly when my other best friend asked my crush what he was gonna do about me having told him I had a crush on him, he said he did'nt know! He was literally that shocked.
It's a 3-day weekend now, and all I keep doing is hope it was sunday night so I could be going back to school on monday and apologize for most likely embarrassing him and try to either
A(figure out if he has feelings for me or
B(try to set things back to normal so we can still be friends...
bye guys. see you...O-O... eventually I think.