i couldnt help myself...

i was listening to within temptation last night, and all i need began playing....well, lets just say i completely broke down. all the memories, all the good times, delenas first proper intimate scene....i tell you, it was like a damn had broke. i was sobbing so hard. and i kept asking my self, how this was happening, why delena?? why does it have to be this way?? i just cant believe it. i must have said this a dosen times now, but its the absolute truth. i can hardly begin to stomach the fact that in a few episodes time, delena will be having their final scenes together as a couple.