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Emmett and Rosalie enjoyed their hunt with Baylor today. They all seem to get along great. Emmett loves the early spring, when the bears are coming out of hibernation, and are mais irritable than ever. Though not a challenge for him, Emmett likes to hunt grizzly when they’re mais vicious.
Once they were finished hunting, they all came back to the Cullen house, where I was, along with Renesmee, Edward and Jacob.
I was a little hesitant about Baylor meeting Jacob, and aside from one small “bloodsucker” comment under his breath, Jacob was relatively welcoming. Well, as welcoming as Jacob could be after finding out there was yet one mais vampire residing in Forks now.
To my surprise, Baylor was extremely comfortable around Jacob, aside from his nose crinkling once or twice. We can’t help being repulsed por the smell of werewolves, after all, similar to how the lobisomens find our smell pungent.
Although at first Jacob was unnecessarily protective of Nessie around Baylor, he did become mais relaxed as they conversed. It was nice to see everyone getting along, though.
I have to admit, at first, I thought things would be really different with Baylor here, but really, it feels the same. He is almost like Edward’s replacement. Emmett likes to goof around with him a lot, they act like brothers already. One thing though, Baylor loves grizzly, too. This could get competitive. Great.
Alice has already seen great things for him. She had a vision of him finding love, even. For some reason this thought scares me, the thought of him potentially falling in amor with a human. I wont worry about the future, though. For now, I want to enjoy each moment as it comes.
Edward is a little bit moody today. Though he is trying to understand Jacob and Renesmee’s relationship, it is still hard for him to watch Nessie grow closer and closer with Jacob. She is growing closer to Jacob than she is to Edward, and naturally, this is making Edward become slightly unhinged. We are both aware of the fact that the unavoidable is going to happen, eventually. Jacob will, one dia soon, become Renesmee’s husband. Funny thing is, though, I don’t think Edward would choose any other person in the world to take his daughters hand in marriage. It’s not Jacob that gets Edward upset. It’s just that he feels as though his daughter is slipping away, faster and faster as the days go on. Either of us expected for her to grow up so fast. Her intelligence is astounding, her growth rate is shocking and her presence in our lives has been a blessing. Her presence will always be here, she will just be forever bonded with Jacob. Like Edward, I cannot think of another person who I would rather see my beautiful little angel with. I know Jacob will always keep her safe.
In order to ease Edwards tension, I remind him of the fact that Charlie had to watch me slip away from him, into Edwards arms, indefinitely. Then, he had to deal with my suspicious, rather alarming appearance change.
“I know, Bella. It’s just a different feeling from anything I’ve felt before. I’ve never been… a Dad. It takes some getting used to.”
He leaned in towards me, his breath dancing on my lips, and softly pressed those perfectly sculpted lips of his to mine. Though cold, I felt like I was on fire, as I always do around Edward. He has a way of igniting a flame inside of me, different, of course from the scorching flame in my throat when I am near human blood.
For now, I’m going to go spend time with Nessie, Jacob and my love, Edward.
Will write again soon.
-Bella
