Sierra dragged me behind a few trees to a meadow. I sat on the log and had sudden Déjà vu. This looks exactly like Edward’s meadow. Everything looks the same down to the very last flower. “You have déjà vu. I can tell. I fell in amor with your brother’s meadow so when we passed here a few months atrás I found this place and turned it into an exact replica.” “When did you see Edward’s meadow?” “When I followed you and Jasper. I wanted to see what a real family looked like. So I followed you. I’m so sorry if I upset you. It’s just that I wanted a family too. And this is...

We’re both trying to pretend that never happened. That there was no Coven in London, There wasn’t a fight, no sisters, no brothers, no anything. I didn’t want to forget them, but I didn’t want to remember a few things either. I haven’t been very perceptive these past few days. I haven’t seen much and I haven’t looked much. I guess it’s because it’s no use to look for something I can’t see. We’re still in Europe. It’s still dark but not much longer. From what I did see it was suppose to be cloudy. We decided europa was still the best place to look. All of a sudden Jasper...

I don’t think I knew where I was going anymore. I kept following Jasper wherever he went in the water but that’s it. Just following. I was consumed in my worries and thoughts it was like I wasn’t in my own body anymore. Like I was floating. My memories floated threw my mind. My happy memories. Now all of them filled with worry and fear. I wanted to do more. I really wanted to help. This was the only way I thought I could. I really hope they don’t think of us badly because of this especially not Bella or Edward. If they thought of us like that I don’t know what I would do. Half of...