I did something awful. Does he hate me?

There was this guy and he asked me out.
He was (hopefully still is) a really good friend.
I said no.
I thought I liked him later and I felt really guilty so I tex-asked him out.
I realized what a mistake that was, I only like him as a friend. I couldn't turn back now though, I couldn't do that to him twice.
He didn't respond.
The seguinte dia at school I asked him if he got my message. He said no. I asked him if he checked his phone at all. He said yes.
Later that dia his best friend was telling me something. He went like 'You told her!!!!'
I was sure at that moment that he knew and was just trying to spare my feelings. He does get over people really fast, after all.
I texted him again that dia telling him I was relieved, that he didn't have to worry. That I figured a teenage relationship wouldn't be so much different then a friendship. And that I liked being his friend.
I apologized for doing that to him.

I was wrong.

He read it all after the segundo text.
I broke his heart, twice.
I kept on apologizing.
I asked him if he hated me.

He didn't respond.
I called him from my início phone to see if his phone was on.
It was.

Two days later he still hasn't responded.

I'm going topo, início see him tomorrow at school.
Does he hate me?


I can't believe I did that to him...